welcome
a community for healers, caretakers,
& spaceholders, anchored in truth telling, embodiment,
& relationships.
“You can’t know you, without you”
― Angelica Sievers
what exactly
is our space?
our space is a nine month journey
where WoC healers, caretakers, & spaceholders are guided and held through an intentional
self-connecting and community
building experience.
what do we mean by healers, caretakers, and spaceholders?
we mean that whether professionally or personally...
of people, but may not receive the
care you give...
when they need to be poured into,
but may not be adequately poured
into yourself...
ready to not look out for others
and just relax
women who join our space are ready to deepen and center their own body, mind,
& spirit, & release the survival pattern of
self-abandonment.
this is not a training or learning space where you will learn skills to be better, smarter, more productive or successful,
but rather, a moment in time to be in conscious relationship with
yourself and others for a truly liberation centered way of existing
with yourself and community.
you get to just be.
& be witnessed and loved on for it.
Anchor Sessions
You will participate in collective virtual gatherings 2-3 times per month to explore the nine anchors that will guide the journey.
Each month we will be with the below life areas to support our
own growth and healing:
hand crafted care package + Workbook
you will receive a hand crafted care package to support your relationship to this journey.
included in the care package will be a supporting workbook created specifically to align with the nine month process.
this workbook will provide content for each anchor such as learning and connecting resources, reflection prompts, & practices to support an embodied experience.
a group chat that you won’t want to mute 😂
in an effort to stay connected, send ridiculous memes, & keep access open in between anchor sessions, you’ll have access to a group chat.
in this chat you can ask questions, share wins and struggles, and be held by us.
invitation to in-person
gathering
you will be invited to join our in person
4 day gathering taking place in August 2025.
who’s guiding the
journey?
hi family,
i’m monica gavilanes, proud native new yorker aka occupier of lenape lands. my dominican mother and ecuadorian father met in queens & it’s been home ever since.
i like to say i’ve been a social worker since about 6 years old, but formally, i have about 12 years in the game.
i came out the womb argumentative & critical, and it has served me well as i navigate these systems we have been indoctrinated into.
i believe that personal liberation is the portal to collective freedom, and i truly enjoy supporting and teaching folx in healing roles b/c it is us and the creatives that will shepherd in a new world.
i can’t wait to talk shit with you all <3
hey ya’ll,
i’m angelica sievers, most of ya’ll know me as gel from long beach, california, indigienously from guam.
currently, the shape i occupy is a body worker, root worker, and creative. i’ve had many years in the social work game (talking 15+ years). i dipped my toes into being a psychotherapist, and finally decided to step out of the systems by starting my own business in 2022.
those who know me, know i’m a big ass feeler & geek out on all things body and spirit (b/c they are connected fam).
i’m hella hyped to hold space, teach, share, cryyyy, feeel, laughhh, connect <3, and learn from ya’ll.
what’s the investment?
firstly, this is a heart investment.
what does that mean?
it means we want any healer interested to recognize the commitment required to be in true community & relationship with others.
so often we invest in things & spaces from the energy of how we can use what we gain to serve others.
with our space, the intention is to decenter your role as a caretaker, chronic giver/doer, and recenter the you that existed prior to stepping into the helper you.
many healers, as much as we appreciate and hold gratitude for the privileged work we can do, there is medicine in recognizing the shape you had you take on to survive, and how we may still exist in that.
who are you when you’re not helping others?
our space wants to know her.
more on the investment..
this is an intentional labor of love that asks of us curiosity, radical honesty, presentness, leaning into discomfort, and so much more.
you may have the ability to invest financially, and we also ask you to reflect on this necessary type of commitment as well.
what you receive:
one individual session with monica & gel
23 two-hour anchor sessions
access to our community chat
supplemental workbook crafted specifically for our space journey
homemade care package delivered to your home, from our homes
invitation to an intimate in-person gathering in summer 2025
access to book individual sessions with monica or gel
we offer tier, class-based equitable pricing, informed by the “green bottle model”.
we trust that you will honestly self-identify your aligned price, as this ensures we are able to offer access to those who may need additional support to invest.
*each tier has limited spaces*
$500/month
Debited on 15th of every month
If you have access to financial security, own property, or have personal savings;
If you are able to pay for "wants" and spend little time worrying about securing necessities in your life;
By choosing this price, you are “paying it forward” and contributing to a more equitable world by supporting access for those with less.
$425/month
Debited on 15th of every month
You may be paying off debt or working to build savings, but you also have access to steady income.
You do NOT spend most of your time thinking about meeting basic needs.
Making this investment might mean you might have to cut back on some discretionary spending in your life (such as going out to dinner, buying take out, etc.), but the sacrifice is short-term, and will not harm you in the long term.
$350/month
Debited on 15th of every month
You have access to basic needs such as food, housing, and childcare, though sometimes it may feel difficult.
You are able to put away money each month to save up to be able to pay for the space, but the middle tier price would mean that you have to save for longer than 12 months.
Discounted Up Front $3000 Payment ($333/month)
*important consideration*
we also invite you to consider the very real reality that this investment is more accessible than a standard monthly therapy bill, which could easily be anywhere between $800+ a month, in comparison with this...we’ll go deeper and you have access to two (pretty amazing lol) healers <3
DOORS CLOSE FRIDAY, MAY 17th
the flow + dates
this journey was intentionally created to honor the pace and practice of true unlearning, rebuilding, healing, & loving, without the presence of pressure, achievement, or bypassing.
foundation
Colonial Mentality: Sundays, June 9th & 23rd
Ecosystems: Sundays, July 14th & 28th
Decolonizing the body: Sundays, August 11th & 25th
personal
exploration
Rootwork: Sundays, September 8th, 15th, & 22nd
Mothering: Sundays, October 13th, 20th, & 27th
Relationship: Sundays, November 10th, 17th, & 24th
practice
Love: Sundays, December 8th & 15th
Practice: Sundays, January 12th & 16th
Spiritual Guidance: Sundays, February 9th & 23rd
Thank you for sharing your time with us, and if this may not be for you, we ask that you share with your healer friends <3